change

Everything has been changing now. I do not know how to describe my feeling at this very moment. Maybe I should turn to the domestic market and do what other sales do---phone people, make appointment with people and then try to sell our products. I do not know what my goal or aim is now. Should I just throw English away and just be an ordinary sales? What should I do? What action I should take?
Maybe I have to think well about this matter now. Maybe I should think about change, change for another job, change for a good future, change for my family, change for someone who loves me, change for my own self, change, change, change!